THE PIT & THE PULPIT A Memoir of Grace, War, and Apostolic Calling

THE PIT & THE PULPIT

A Memoir of Grace, War, and Apostolic Calling

Admar R.A De Sousa

---

He was born into darkness—and sent back with a sword.

From the pit of childhood torment to the pulpit of apostolic authority, The Pit & The Pulpit is a raw, unflinching memoir of one man’s journey through witchcraft, deliverance, and divine commission. Born into the dominion of darkness—tormented by witches, wizards, and demonic forces—Admar R.A De Sousa was a violent child who savored destruction and preached atheism before he knew the God he was fighting.

A supernatural encounter in a locked room in Chileka changed everything. Jesus spoke from Romans 10:9, and Admar was born again. But the battle was just beginning. Through hell and heaven, depression and deliverance, mountains and night warfare, God forged him into an apostle—one who lays foundations, sets captives free, and wields the sword given to him by Christ Himself.

More than a memoir, this book is a spiritual warfare manual. It unpacks the reality of witchcraft, the legal ground of demons, and the authority every believer carries. You will find deliverance prayers, biblical theology, and the raw testimony of a man who has fought in the unseen war and lived to tell the victory.

This book is for the bound who need freedom, the grieving who need hope, and the called who need courage. It is a testimony that no pit is too deep for the God who reaches down, and no pulpit is too high for the one He lifts up.

If you are ready to confront the darkness in your own life, to step into your calling, and to wield the sword of the Spirit—open these pages. The battle is real. But so is the victory.

Why You Need This Book

---

If you are reading this, chances are you already know. You have felt it. The weight you cannot name. The nightmares that do not fade. The presence that lurks at the edge of your vision when you are alone. The patterns in your family that repeat like a curse—sickness, poverty, madness, death—no matter how hard you try to escape.

You have wondered: Is it me? Is it my mind? Is there something I do not know?

Let me tell you what I know: there is a war raging, and most people never see it until it has already taken too much.

---For those who have felt the shadow of witchcraft

You know the stories your grandmother told. The aunts who speak in hushed tones about what happens in the village. The dreams where something sits on your chest and you cannot breathe. The unexplained sickness that doctors cannot cure. The marriages that collapse from forces no one can explain.

You have wondered if it is real. Let me tell you: it is real. And you are not crazy.

This book was written for you. To name what has been hiding in the darkness. To give you the weapons you never knew you had. To show you that the same Jesus who walked out of the grave has authority over every witch, every wizard, every demon that has whispered lies into your life.

---For those carrying the weight of family patterns

Your parents struggled. Their parents struggled. And now you find yourself fighting the same battles. The same anger. The same fear. The same shadows that never seem to leave.

You have prayed. You have cried out. But the chains remain.

I know that weight. I was born into it. Generations of darkness, passed down like an inheritance no one wanted. But I also know the one who breaks every generational curse. This book will show you how to close doors that have been open for decades—even centuries—and walk in a freedom your ancestors never knew.

---For those who have lost someone and cannot let go

The grief sits on your chest like a stone. You replay the last words, the last moments, the last everything. And somewhere in the silence, a voice whispers: They are lost. You will never see them again.

I know that voice. It stalked me after my father died. It came to me in dreams, in waking moments, in the dark hours when hope seemed foolish. But I also know the One who speaks louder. I have been to the pit where the enemy said my father burned—and I have seen the truth in the throne room of heaven.

This book is for the grieving. It will not take away your pain, but it will give you hope that pain cannot destroy.

---For those who sense a call they cannot explain

Something stirs in you when you pray. When you worship. When you are alone with God. You feel a weight of responsibility, a burning in your bones, a restlessness that will not let you settle for ordinary things.

You have wondered: Is this pride? Am I imagining things?

You are not imagining. The fire is real. But the road ahead will cost you everything. This book will not promise you an easy path—but it will give you the courage to take the first step. And the second. And the thousandth.

---For anyone who is tired of pretending

You have worn the mask long enough. Smiling when you are crumbling. Nodding when you are screaming inside. Keeping the peace when the war inside you is tearing you apart.

This book was written for the ones who are ready to stop pretending. To face the darkness with open eyes. To let the light in—even when it burns.

---And for those who are not sure where they stand with God

This book will challenge you. It will force you to look at the mirror of your own soul and ask the question you have been avoiding: Am I truly born again?

Because the Christianity we have been sold is often soft, comfortable, and completely powerless. It does not deliver from demons. It does not break chains. It does not cost anything—and therefore it saves nothing.

Reading this book, you will have to decide. The same Jesus who spoke to me from a closed Bible will speak to you. He will ask you: Do you really believe? Have you truly surrendered? Is your name written in the Book of Life?

Do not close these pages until you know. Heaven is real. Hell is real. And the line between them runs straight through your heart.

---You do not have to stay where you are

The pit is real. But so is the pulpit.

The darkness is real. But so is the Sword.

And the One who pulled me out is reaching for you right now.

Read this book not for my story, but for your freedom—and for your eternal destiny.